Weird

That's the only word that I can think of to describe the mood I'm in right now. Weird. I felt weird today at Church (for both the family and single's ward). If I wasn't so committed to going to church every Sunday, I'd stop going just so I wouldn't have to see all the families and couples. Don't get me wrong, I'm happy for them and everything, I'm just a jealous person when it comes to things like that. It also doesn't help when there's a guy that I find attractive and funny, and I don't know how to go about that. I'm not good with talking to guys that I might like. *sigh*